LOVE?

LOVEROIDISM

It is being paranoid with love. When you're loving too much that you're too scared of everything. AVOID IT! "Loveroidism" is bad for you health, like smoking kills.

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I just want to thank God for making me ME. I just love it. I mean, wala na kong kailangan pa. May mga taong nagmamahal sa akin, at meron akong mga taong mahal. Hindi ko nga maisip kung ano pa wala sa akin eh. I used to envy my FRIENDS AND COUSINS when i was a KID. I'd always pray to God to be pretty like other girls, have lots of toys like that girl. I also wanted to live in a mansion, EVERYTHING. I never liked the person I am. That was decades ago. But now, I couldn't ask for anything more. THANK YOU! For giving me my family, Paul, my friends, my school. ALL THAT! This life I have, it's the greatest gift. Who cares if you're not pretty at all? Somebody loves you and will love you, whoever and whatever you are. Who cares if you're not so rich? At least you have people that make you feel rich inside. Who cares if you don't live in a mansion? At least you're with the people you love most, you sleep under one roof. It may be small, but think about it.. In that small house, you get to see each other, whatever happens. But in a mansion, you don't.

I just love it. ;)

BEER BELLY

Today was in the middle of the spectrum, for me. Kinda sucked but nothing really bad happened. Had slight cephalalgia today, bummer. Add gloomy weather to the mix, and you've got one crappy day. Of course the fact that I missed someone didn't help.

Yesterday was better. BETTER? I went to Perps just to get my TOR. Oh well, ang labo talaga ng system nila. Then hit Starbucks to review a bit with my friend Chie then Paul came. Ate lunch at Jollibee near Sbux. Juskoday! Na-stress talaga ako sa pagkuha ng TOR. Aww. Then it was hard for me to understand everything, in NSG. Lord God, Bakit po ako nag-nursing? Poldoki had this idea, "Uwi na ng maaga!" Paul and I were talking about it while munching. "Ano, sabay ka ba sa akin?" he asked me. Edi yun. Chie went to Mickey D's while me and my Lalabs rode a jeepney from LP to Cavite. We went to his house. Giggly time. We also finished his report about BEER. Watda! He keeps on telling me that it was based on research that overeating and lack of muscle tone is the main cause of a "beer belly", and not BEER. Okay, fine. The it also decreases cardiac diseases and stroke pa daw. Hello, in moderate consumption lang naman. Akala niya siguro papayagan ko na siya uminom ng uminom. In your dreams, Paul.

It was, of course, fun and confortable to be with my boyfie. Gahd, we were together doing nothing. Watching any vids on FB, eating spag, laughing our hearts out on every little thing, and as usual, spilling our guts to each other. Being with him makes me feel being taken care of and loved.<3>

Chaye loves Poldokyut. :)

"In life, you should find someone who will dance with you under the nightsky. Even without the moon. Even without the stars. Even if there's no music playing. Even if that someone can't dance well... but still dances with you."

Realization

It took me a month or so to see that I should really think things through. I have been very impulsive with my decisions. It sucks that it had to reach to the point of affecting other people, which i never really intended to. So, to whoever i did wrong this month, or the previous, I'm sorry things turned out this way. As for myself, I'll be more critical of my decisions next time, so that I know that I'm fully aware of what ill be going into.

That's all.

Now back to MY CHILDHOOD DREAM.
*bow*